The Best Day Ever!

Leave it to my six year old to put things in my life right back where they should be! I am so grateful for her!



See, I came down with a bad case of Strep. No, I mean BAD as in my doctor was worried about how swollen I was and prescribed me liquid Amoxicillin instead of pills (like a normal grown up). When I went to get the prescription filled the pharmacist asked if I'd need a syringe for "her." (Looking at my 2 year old) I said, "Actually, the prescription is for me." And...the caring pharmacist laughed.

Then, my husband made a completely normal mistake and misplaced his car keys. Only problem...months ago we misplaced the spare set. So, I had to go to the dealership and get them replaced. Good thing we don't have one of those fancy new cars with the smart keys...these only cost us 15 dollars.

So, after a couple of days that I could have definitely lived without, I go to pick up Belle today after school and am greeted with, "This is the best day ever!" (Really? Convince me!)

1. It was walk to school day, and though we live just blocks from the school, we don't always walk as we should. Today was a perfect day (weather wise) for the national event and every Central school student that walked to school received a handful of prizes (bottled water, pencil, junior policeman badge, healthy fruit roll-up, and ever coveted STICKER).

2. Belle got to "shop" at the school store today after winning a gift certificate in the weekly raffle. (She had to have finished all of her homework to be entered in the raffle, and since we were out of town for my brother in law's wedding last week, it was definitely a task...so I was glad she was rewarded for her hard work. And, no, it wasn't rigged!) She got markers. They are the most popular thing for 1st graders in the store!

3. She was the MYSTERY PERSON! Every day since the beginning of the year, I have heard about the mystery person and how she "wasn't it." The teacher picks a characteristic at the beginning of the day and doesn't tell the kids what it is. If she observes someone doing that particular thing throughout the day, she announces the mystery person at the end of the day and they get to pick a prize! Today was "Quiet Worker" and Belle was the mystery person. She picked a heart ring that has a smiley face on it.

4. AND...if that wasn't enough, her gym teacher that finished filling in the maternity leave she was covering gave EVERY STUDENT a lollipop! How fun!

So, yes, I am still on dayquil and antibiotics. Yes, I need sleep cause I am cold and achy. Yes, my 2 1/2 year old has mastered temper tantrums and screaming and has made it her goal to show off her skills. But, my 6 year old had the best day ever...and that's good enough for me!

My Life According To...Jason Mraz

Got this from a Facebook note I was tagged in. TOO FUN!

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to people you like and include me (presuming I'm someone you like). You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

Pick your Artist
Jason Mraz

Are you a male or female?
Boy’s gone

Describe yourself.
Geek in the Pink

How do you feel?
Better

Describe where you currently live?
Who needs shelter?

If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
Falling all over the world.

Your favorite form of transportation:
Plane

Your best friend:
Mr Curiosity

You and your best friend are:
You and I both

What's the weather like?
Not so usual

Favorite time of day:
Tonight, not again.

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called?
The beauty in the ugly

What is life to you?
A Beautiful Mess

Your relationship:
I’m yours

Your fear:
If it kills me

What is the best advice you have to give?
Life is wonderful

Thought for the Day:
I’ll do anything

How I would like to die:
Lucky

My soul's present condition:
Live High

My motto:
God moves through you

If I could change the world...

I love things that rock my world!

No, really...I love it when my entire core is shaken, my priorities are tested, and my world is reordered into action.

This happened most recently at the Willow Creek Leadership Summit. Now, for those of you that either don't know Willow Creek or know its reputation as a mega-church from a distance allow me to clarify something...this wasn't some churchy "Kumbaya" thing. This wasn't a sit around and judge others kind of thing. This summit had "Christians" and "Non-Christians" presenting. It had top leaders and analysts present. We heard a former Prime Minister (Tony Blair), a Rock Legend (Bono), a political analyst and former white house advisor (David Gergen)...all household names pretty much across the world. There were pastors from multiple backgrounds, denominations, and locations. There were those expressing the need for life-saving Aid as well as Trade that empowers people to help themselves and their communities. Young entreprenuers shared their approach to leading into this new tomorrow.

There were people hurt by "Christians" who, in spite of that, rose to their calling and not only forgave, but became a change in the world.

There was inspiration, innovation, and intentionality like I haven't seen. And Christian, non-Christian, spiritual, religious or otherwise...only good can come from that!

My world was rocked. But I am constantly reminded by the little voice in my head, the skeptics in the world, and the cliches all over posters that "someone" can't do everything...BUT EVERYONE CAN DO SOMETHING.

So... here are my small steps to make my impact on my world and the world.

The Planet: 1. Reduce energy in simple ways. 2. Ruthlessly recycle and consider my decisions in regards to waste.

Poverty, Aids, and other Global Issues: 1. Increase my awareness by readings and discussions. 2. Give what I can financially by sacrificing purchases or making smarter ones.

My community: 1. Stop "running" and be present. 2. Encourage "communal" living. (Open door policy).

My children: 1. Continue to provide for them in all ways and in doing so remember a child whose need is not being met. 2. Give gratitude for my circumstances and pray for those in need like never before.

My husband: 1. Remind him of the incredible man and leader he is. 2. Think of him as more important than myself.

My household: 1. Care for my home as the blessing it is. 2. Eliminate clutter and simplify in turn allowing it to run smoother.

My home church: 1. Continue to support it with my time, treasures and talents. 2. Open my home and life up to others who are longing for a church community.

My body: 1. Be aware and concerned that what I am consuming is nutritionally well. 2. Be a part of a holistic approach to fitness. (yoga, pilates...)

My mind: 1. Read 30 minutes a day. 2. Communicate what I've learned.

My relationship with God: 1. Read the word daily, slowly and quietly soaking it in. 2. Practice adoration.

All of the above: Live out the Gospel.

Long list? Maybe.

Easy steps? We'll see.

Failure? Definitely.

Grace? Thankfully.

Change? Amazingly.

Leadership...

From an early age I had an inkling that I had some, even if only a few, leadership skills. I came to this realization when I could get other kids to goof off in my girl scout troop (that my mother led. At least I didn't do it in school.) Those "skills" eventually led to actual leadership opportunities in music and other activities I was involved in. Finally, my skills were used for good, not evil.

Today, I've confirmed this finding by staying involved in the organization-end of activities, taking strength-finder and gift assessments, and most recently, experiencing the excitement that occurs within me when I attend leadership conferences/summits/events.

I am blessed and humbled to be a part of our team from South Park Church that is experiencing the Willow Creek Community Church Leadership Summit. I was able, today, to connect with God and others while listening to passionate, experienced speakers talk about a wide range of leadership issues.

We all need and use leadership skills on some level. Whether it is in your profession, your home, or your hobbies, a good leader inspires, motivates, equips, and supports others to be the best they can be. Gone are the days of the dictator that communicates a vision and barks orders. I am thrilled to be a part of this leadership movement. Not only do I feel empowered and challenged to give, do, and grow more, but I pray that I instill that in those I come in contact with as well.

The summit began with Bill Hybels, founder and senior pastor at Willow Creek speaking on Leading in a New Reality. Now, I have to be honest here. I had a guard up about what I would hear and experience from Pastor Hybels and Willow Creek. Not because I heard anything bad in particular. More because I have never gone to WCCC or heard Hybels and I was expecting that "let down" you get when someone builds something up so great that it can't possibly meet your expectations. I wasn't let down--and I let my guard down pretty quickly! Hybels was genuine, moving, honest, and inspiring. What was cool was to hear much of what he said and know that our current leadership has had to, in recent days, address many of the "hard issues" and are coming out on the other side in one piece and energized! He talked about four lessons he learned in the past 8 months since the economic downturn. Philosophy (in regards to the church), Finances in this reality, Staffing in this reality, and Personally-referring to replenishment emotionally, spiritually, and physically.

Two things stuck out to me most from what Hybels said. The first being a lesser known bible verse from the book of Habakkuk (3:2--NLT)

² I have heard all about you, Lord.
I am filled with awe by your amazing works.
In this time of our deep need,
help us again as you did in years gone by.

God is the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow and He can help us in this time. I have been thinking on a verse this past week from 1 John 2:16-17:

For the world offers only a craving for physical pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and possessions. These are not from the Father, but are from this world. ¹⁷ And this world is fading away, along with everything that people crave. But anyone who does what pleases God will live forever.

God will use this time in amazing ways and if we as individuals are open to it, He will use us to lead others.

The other thing Hybels said is this: Teach, Love, Fill, and Challenge others. I add, if you do this, God will equip them (and you for that matter) for His good works.

I was riveted by Timothy Keller from Reedemer Presbyterian Church in Manhattan. He spoke on spiritual deadness and the epidemic proportions we can find this in today's churches. He disected the Parable of the Prodigal Son in an eye-opening way. In addition, EVERYTHING he said always came back to Jesus and the Gospel. And he emphasized that to reach the generations of today, in this culture, bringing it back to the Gospel is what needs to happen. People in America today are educated and sharp. They have information at their fingertips with the internet, phones, etc. There are many good people out there doing good things...the teachings of the church have to go beyond the moral and back to the Gospel. We need to reach a new level of repentence. Not that of our "bad works" but that of our "good works" for wrong reasons. I could go on in more detail about this...it was, for me, the most powerful part of the day.

The day ended on a passionate note from an inspiring and energetic pastor from Detroit, Harvey Carey. His encouragement to stop huddling and start doing was moving and Hybels prayed that those words would not just be motivating, but would become activity in our communities.

Today I was reminded of how much I feed off of hearing others in their experiences and insights. It causes my heart to beat faster and my mind to think deeper. It throws my priorities out like a deck of cards thrown on the floor and I am able to pick them up and re-order them to begin a new hand.

I look forward to a restful night, an energizing morning, and another amazing day tomorrow!

14 days and counting

You will notice the new look to my blog. This is in honor of my very favorite artist, musician, peace-bringer, gratitude server, avocado farmer...Jason Mraz. My birthday present is tickets to his concert on August 13...only 2 days after my birthday. So, in honor of him, my blog is "all Mraz all the time"--at least in pictures and music. Another post is coming soon that will encompass more than Mraz, but he deserves his very own entry!

Let the countdown begin...or continue, really.

Long Time No Blog...

Summer! What does that mean to you? For some, it means warm (hot?) weather and pools. For others it is the countdown until kids go back to school. For you is it vacation, getting a leg up on classes so you don't need to take them in the "year," or does it mean more of the same old-same old?

For us, summer has always meant FAMILY time. Bernie works some pretty crazy hours throughout the school year, so we catch up on the other 10 months (yes, he goes back almost a month early because of Marching Band) over these 2. In the past, summer has consisted of sleeping in, day trips, late nights, and never knowing what day it actually is. I'd teach lessons one or two days a week and then we would all get lost--in summer.

This year our family is redefining summer. This is the first summer where I am working my part-time job as the Pastor's assistant at our church (I started last September). So, this summer, Daddy gets Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays with our girls. Tuesdays and Thursdays we have "summer" back, but our routine isn't quite as carefree.

That being said, consistency is good and I absolutely love my job. My girls are so blessed to have such a large amount of special, individual time with their daddy. We are grateful for the provision we are experiencing during these hard economic times. And we still get to sneak in the day trips, sleeping in, and confusion of what day it is--just not as often.

My job hasn't been the thing keeping us most busy this summer. The school year went a week longer due to flooding and the school schedule. We were all involved in VBS, and this Senior Class was a pretty special one so we have been jam packed with parties (and many invites we haven't been able to accept unfortunately). We're not finished yet...a week long trip to New Jersey to visit the Gerstfamily:East Coast is coming up in a couple of days.

So, how is it that I feel busier in the summer than in the year? I have hardly been on facebook, and can't even find a time to blog. I don't think I am busier...but, at night, Bernie is around, so the many evenings I usually spend blogging, facebooking, reading, watching TV are gone and my husband is home to be my entertainment. Guitar, TV, laughing, (and every so often some bickering), but all in all, it is a human, MY husband, and not a computer keyboard keeping me company. It's an adjustment but I like it.

So, what else is new with Renee? I am trying to eat better, which I think I want to do a whole other blog about...(there was a teaser in one of my status updates on facebook saying a blog was coming on that topic....) And, I am trying to enjoy one day at a time, because this "summer" is going way too fast.

With that being said, I am going to get off the computer and spend more time with Bernie. Happy summer to you...whatever that may mean in your life.

Blog, Blog, Baby....

So, yeah, I wrote this incredible blog yesterday. No, really, I did! But, due to some "safety settings" it was offline too long and erased the whole thing. I know I had something to do with that and pressing the reload button probably too quickly.

Yeah, this entry was so incredible that I can't even remember it. Bummer.

So, I'm hoping to work on the design of my blog and practice some photoshop skills and creativity. As Bernie would say, "Good luck with that..."

Gotta do it...and then I'll write about the CRAZINESS that has happened with VBS prep and the weather in the last 24 hours.

Adios Amigos!

Always and Forever

Weddings are the best dates.

They are romantic, hopeful, happy.

There is food, music, friends and family. (All of which I LOVE)

I love the celebration.

I love the way each couple puts their own "spin" into the ceremony.

We went to a great wedding this weekend! Shelley, one of Bernie's past students got married. In our church. With her best friends and family as bridesmaids (a couple of which were Bernie's students). Her brother (Bernie's student) was a groomsman and played guitar. Her parents are a couple we meet with once a month...they mentor us, share life with us...

Bernie sang...beautifully, worshipfully, joyfully, and honestly, for God, Daniel, and Shelley.

Daniel's mom prepared a beautiful and touching slideshow.

Robbie, her pastor who has watched her grow up since junior high, married them.

They dismissed the rows from the church so they could greet their guests.

Everything about the wedding was authentic, true Shelley and Daniel.

Daniel, looking at his new bride.


Bernie and Shelley


Jim and Laura, parents of the bride

Were we this young? Was our future this bright? Do I really have to be reminded?


Bernie looking and me, his new bride.


Yep, looks like we were pretty young (and thin...)

But, with years come memories. With years, come new priorities, new dreams. With years comes authentic and unconditional love...

And 10 years later, he is still my best friend, my groom, and my superman!

(Taken after the wedding on a walk on Lake Michigan)

Tomorrow will come and go...

Tomorrow's going to be a tough day. No, I'm not being pessimistic. I would hope that wouldn't be a word that my friends would use to describe me. Realistic on the other hand...maybe. And that's what I am being.

Lana is sick. I had to take her to the doctor for the first time in...well, truthfully, I CAN'T REMEMBER! (Amen to that!) She doesn't have strep or anything that an antibiotic will help, which means alternating doses of Tylenol and Motrin to keep her from competing with the temperature of a pre-heated oven and the crankiness of, well...me without any sleep.

I am hoping...praying...BEGGING ACTUALLY that she will sleep well through the night. I can handle anything if I have sleep. If my sleep is interrupted, well that's a different story. And that is exactly what happened last night. You know the drill: just as you are about to fall comfortably asleep and into dreamland that "waaaah" echos through the hall and off the 1970's paneling. 3 hours later, she finally decides to stop fighting and falls asleep...for 3 hours. At least my gem of a husband took the second shift, which wasn't nearly as long, but was well worth my head not leaving it's home on my pillow.

One really great thing did come out of last night and Lana getting sick. For the first time since last time she was sick (again, so long ago can't even remember when) she was able to tell us what hurt and what she needed. "I code mommy" "code cot on head" "sock off mommy." That is my silver lining and that allowed me to reminisce about my baby girl...who is growing so fast.

Just a year ago she wasn't even walking yet. My arms were stronger a year ago! Cause I had to carry her everywhere. Last summer was a trying time. I wanted her to be just a little more independent, so I could sit on the deck with my friends and not worry that she'd crack her head open on the sidewalk.

Now, she can sit on a swing by herself and climb up a ladder to slide down a slide. She can run and play with her friends (Gabi-gell, especially, her favorite neighbor and friend, whom she screams to from our front porch). She gives her big sister shoves and can stick up for what she wants. (Not that we condone violence in any way-It's still great to see her grow).

Just before Lana woke up last night, I said to Bernie, "I wish you didn't have to work, I wish we could just be...no kids, no job..." And that wise man of mine said, "No you don't." Well, again, he was right. 3 less hours of sleep is a small price to pay for the joy Lana brings to our days.

So, I remind myself, now, before I call it a night (whatever this one will look like):

Tomorrow will come and go. (Trials, tiredness, chores, and all)

It did before I walked this earth, it does while I am here, and it will long after I am just a memory.

And that thought is something to cherish and something to look forward to.

Will you be my friend?

The cookout. Yeah, some of you know what I'm talkin' about. Let me fill you all in.

Bernie's mom has this cookout planned. See, she has a list of famous people that she would invite. The list is constantly being revised. She even shared this idea with an actor she sat next to on an airplane once, and yes, he is invited as well. He even has mentioned it in an occassional email to keep mom up to date on his next role.

I tell you...when, (not if, cause I know my mother in law, and if anyone can make this happen, she can!), yes, when this happens it will be the place to be and the time of your life.

I tease her about this but love the idea. See, I totally buy into it. I admire people. I admire the traits, talents, and experiences they have that I don't. I admire how we connect (or could if we ever met) on our similarities. So I have a list of people I would insist that she invite...for me.

When I was younger, this admiration was, well... to put it plainly, "wanting to be" that person. Not like or similar to, but to literally be that person...their looks, habits, skills, friends...One example is how I started biting my nails...because a "cooler girl" did. (Argh!) I begged my parents for "Youth Dew" perfume in 7th grade because the 8th grade cheerleader captain wore that. She also had lots of shoes and the most beautiful hair. In HS, I would push my seat back so I'd feel "shorter" needing to stretch to reach the car pedals because a girl I though was cool was way shorter than me.

Sometimes this admiration became straight out jealousy or bitterness. I won't even give examples of these very dark thoughts.

But with acceptance of yourself (I am continuously working on this) comes authentic admiration. The kind I spoke of earlier...the kind that leads me to dream up my own list for THE BBQ.

So, are you curious who is on that list? Well... (Not in any particular order)

1. Jason Mraz. You all know he's hot and talented, and I am obsessed. But the more I watch you tube interviews and read his blog the first (him being hot) goes out the window and I really just want to hang out with him. Plus, he says a lot of things (in his blog) that B says or would say and I think they'd be friends.

2. Jim from The Office. He is so funny and would be the best friend to team up with and play tricks on people. But, I want to add Pam, Michael, and Dwight to the list to see how the 4 of them interact in real life and not as their characters.

3. Paul Rudd. I've been a fan of his since Clueless. Same thing I said about "J" up there.

4. Gwenyth Paltrow. Naturally beautiful. Is she really that down to earth? Our kids are the same age...they'd play together and why Apple???

5. Jennifer Anniston. She also seems down to earth. And she's had her share of problems and heartbreaks but never goes nuts like Brittany or Lindsay.

6. Chris Daughtry. Wow...first I'd want him to play/sing with my husband--maybe even some worship songs. And I'd love to talk to him about how he came to believe and accept Christ.

7. David Cook. I love his quiet nature and devotion to his bros. Plus he was the first AI I wanted to win that actually did!

8. Kris Allen-- He's so young and humble. I'd love to talk to him and Katy about Christ-centered marriage and worship with them. I actually know someone who knows someone who knows him. That's only 3 degrees of seperation right? Ha!

9. Dave Matthews. His music (along with REM) was woven through my first years with Bernie. We evened went to the DMB concert for our first anniversary. Plus he knows Jason Mraz since they toured and it would be cool to see them hang together.

I am sure I have more...but I have to come back to reality.

I guess for now and until the end I will celebrate and admire people both near and far. I also hope that I can be interesting and joyful enough that I might be the object of someone elses authentic admiration. And someone may say to me "Will you be my friend?" .... And if it was one of the 9 listed above, well then, BONUS!
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Our weekend...

A great weekend! Sunday (before Bernie painted Belle's room) we went to a picnic at Lake Opeka. I just love this picture my friend Amber sent me (she thinks Belle is hiding from the papparazzi) I got to spend time with Becky and Abby at the park which was so fun and can't wait for the next chance to just hang and be friends--(instead of getting stuff done)!

And yesterday the memorial day parade was great.

The weather was cooler which means no one passed out from the heat. The band sounded great (especially since they practiced it twice) and our girls were pretty good. We played at the park and I got to spend some time in conversation with Belle's friend's (and Bernie's student's) parents.

Yes. Our worlds are starting to collide now. Some of Belle's friends in school have older siblings in (or on their way to) MWHS Band. I actually love it... a lot! It's another way for me to stay connected. I also saw how happy Bernie gets when the girls and I are there at events. We haven't been as present because of having two and Lana being so young. But she's growing up fast and I think we are going to try to be around a lot next year. I love the HS kids, I see how Bernie loves them, and they are super cool to me and the girls. Who wouldn't want to be around the youth and future of our nation and be encouraged?

B's seniors...he even talked yesterday afternoon about how much he's going to miss these kids!

We went to get comics, which allowed both of the girls to fall sound asleep in the car and for B and I to listen to music and talk. One of our favorite times together.

After coming home, and letting the kids watch an hour of Dora while we "rested our eyes" (snoring was involved, unfortunately) we got up to finish Belle's room. Bernie finished painting on Sunday and we needed to get the shelves and trinkets put back up (before Lana was the bull in the closet which was the literal china shop)

The girls went to bed shortly after that, and after dinner together (and Bernie for the first time reading this blog), he felt inspired to get out the guitar and play and sing on the porch for me. (It may have been the wine more than the blog, but he said this thing wasn't as useless as he thought and that more people should read it.)



So one hour and a half of singing and playing (thanks Justin for letting him borrow the steel string...sounded great), we headed to bed to call it a night.

Overall great weekend and can't wait to get the day off to a great start. My plans? After this...turn off the computer and phone and get caught up on the chores. My hubby deserves to come home to a clean castle...he'll be more tempted to serenade me again when there's nothing to be done.

Enjoy the last week of May...Summers-a-comin!

Freedom is...

Happy Memorial Day. I like Memorial Day. Now that I don't have to be responsible for a parade or performance, I LOVE Memorial Day. It's the perfect time of year, it is also a sign that the summer (and no school) is coming.

Holidays like Memorial Day, Bernie (band directors) needs to work...do parades, ceremonies, etc. But, I don't mind sharing him with the community. If his job with the Maine West HS Band makes others' day a little more meaningful, it is a small sacrifice. Plus, he comes home around 1 pm which is way earlier than most days.



I love thinking about our freedom. I love that I have this freedom to randomly say what I want to say no matter how meaningless. I love that we have the freedom to pray on my daughter's public school playground. I love that my daughter has the freedom to ask questions about God in class cause she doesn't know any better. I love that my dad (and mom) have the freedom to cruise the country in the corvette he got 2 years ago today. I could go on and on...

I know that many people risked their lives for this freedom. I am grateful even though I don't understand politics and the military and foreign relations. (And that isn't flippant, I just don't.)

Well, speaking of freedom, my oldest is practicing hers by raiding the candy jar to bring daddy some treats for doing a good job at the parade...(and I need to make sure she's not going to reward herself now for thinking of her daddy).

Enjoy your freedom.

Let's REALLY dream a bit--

Okay, so my last posts mentioned spring and the weather and how it makes me joyful.

Why don't I just move? Really...Why NOT?

I need to move somewhere where it is always cooler in the mornings and evenings and beautiful in the day. Breezy and near a beach would be ideal. Not too close to activity, but not too far that I couldn't hop on a bike (if I rode a bike) or convertible (really dreaming) to grab a starbucks. I want a place where it is cool enough to do physical activity without feeling like you are going to collapse. I would love to WANT to be outside and active.


So, while I describe that, it sounds like San Diego might fit the bill. And if that is the case...let's really go crazy and dream a bit.

You all know that I am a nut about my macbook and my blackberry (which hopefully will be replaced with an iphone someday...oh someday). I love that you can just throw random stuff out into the world and wonder where it goes. I facebook, twitter, txt, and try to blog, (but usually can't sit still long enough to really make the blogging worth it.) I cannot live without my ipod within arm's reach.

So, if I were to have a dream job it would be this...Being the "twitter/facebook/blog" post-er for a celebrity that I love. Okay...I guess I got to get honest, not just any celebrity...Jason Mraz. He seriously has this girl that is called the "joyologist." She posts info and funny comments/stories on twitter. She keeps the cyber world out there connected with what's up with "J." That would be AWESOME. Not only because I would love to see what he is really like, and be his friend, (mom g--he's SO invited to the BBQ), but I could constantly be typing on my phone or computer and it would be my JOB and it wouldn't be anything except random thoughts. I love that. I love random. I would be at his house...or on tour...or at the cafe...or at the beach. Chillin', Livin', ...whatever.

So, back to reality, I love my life. I love my kids and husband. I love my job, house, church, and community. But if I were to go all sci-fi and spend time in another dimension---I would be Jason's Joyologist.

Seriously...did I really admit that to you...whoever you are...out there....?

Fruit and Love

We went to a wedding last night. It was the first wedding that we attended of Bernie's past students. (Congrats Michelle and Christopher!) I LOVE weddings. Our wedding truly was the best day of my life. (Followed closely by the birth of our girls...)

I say this really annoying thing to people:

I am more in love with Bernie today than I was the day we got married.

Now, don't get me wrong. I was a bride floating on air...but I was in Love with the idea of us and our future. I mean, I married exactly who I said I would marry. (Because at that fresh young age, I thought I had control over everything that happened in my life...HA!) I married a musician with a strong family background, he was funny, cute, smart. He treated me well. We wanted the same things out of life. It was a perfect match.

Now, almost ten years later, I AM more in love with him than on that day -- July 10, 1999. I am in love with him and what we have...not the idea of what's to come. I love our experiences and challenges. How we've grown and changed. I love how we live in the NOW.

I have the Lord to thank for all this. Back when I was younger, my mom would say this old, kinda crude phrase, "you could fall into a pile of poop and come out smelling like a rose" and it is true. I live a charmed life. But now, I know there were fruits of the spirit working in me even back then. It was His presence all along...love, joy, peace patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. The bolded ones were always words that came up in my life. And the non-bold ones are continuing to be a work in progress.

I love things like weddings, and spring, and beginnings. Things that inspire me to look back and be grateful for what I have and have gone through (both good and bad).

Now...that was all deep stuff, so I gotta go do another post that lame and random.

Love...

B's...

Blogging on the Bathroom floor with my Blackberry while Belle and the "baby" are in the bath. Bernie is at Worship Team but will be home soon.

I am feeling extremely joyful lately. New songs to listen to have a lot to do with it. This spring weather and sunshine has a lot more to do with it. Having a husband that I fall more in love with each day has the most to do with!

Okay, so, of course I haven't blogged in a while and I definitely haven't weighed in on American Idol...but HOW I LOVE THAT SHOW! Congrats to that cutie Kris Allen. His job isn't to sell us with his personality, but to be an authentic singer/songwriter. I wish him luck.

For those Adam fans, he wasn't my cup of "joe" (since I don't do tea) but he will be successful, he'll do his own thing, and we don't need to "down" anybody. I look forward to Allison and Danny's albums and successes!

LOVED seeing my new obsession, Jason Mraz, on Idol and here's a picture he posted on his blog of him backstage...




*sigh*














I know my hottie of a husband is secure enough in himself to take me to Jason's concert for my birthday...I hope so at least...












Now, about Clay's blog about Idol not being realistic...whatever. I adore Daughtry, David Cook, and now Kris Allen, so they are alright in my book and I can't wait til January.

I am just happy that I only need to wait until Fall for the newest guilty pleasure…Glee. I know… I am so sad.

Wow. I feel like I have so much more useless stuff to say, but the kids are getting cranky (and pruny) and Bernie will be home soon.

To Be Continued…

Always something good...

In everything, even the worst things, something GOOD always follows. Maybe not immediately, and maybe completely unrelated. But wait long enough and there is always something GOOD.



Sitting in the car, listening to GOOD music while the kids sleep is GOOD. Driving my husband around to hardware stores so he can fix the swing he bought us for our anniversary nearly five years ago. GOOD. Honest and vunerable stories shared at GOOD Friday service last night. Memories of travel and experiences we've enjoyed and endured. GOOD. Time to catch up, celebrate, and spend time with friends and family....GOOD. Wedding showers, birthdays, EASTER--GOOD!



When better to reflect on this than the day after we remember what must have seemed like the worst possible day to Jesus and His followers. The day He died on the cross for each and every one of us. But it is followed up with something GOOD...GREAT actually. Never ending faithfulness and hope that God is and always will be GOOD, we are His, and He wants us to know all that is GOOD.



When I start to pity myself, get resentful or regret something I did or didn't do, I look toward the GREATEST gift of love--that is Jesus. It is through His eyes that I see things as they should be...and it is GOOD.



Happy Easter and may you experience the love of Christ in a new way this spring.











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Blackberry Troubles! (a.k.a. another reason I should have held out for an iphone)

Well, I have officially become the next victim of the Blackberry Bust! My trackball won't select, that means I can't even back up my info.  I am going to try to do it on the PC at work tomorrow...rrrr....I have so many things to do!

I know I should have just been patient and gotten a "cheap-o" until I "qualified" for an iphone. And where do they get the right to tell me I am unqualified for an iphone when I am a MAC girl!  I thought I needed it...and now that I am addicted, I do!

Well, going to bed now to listen to one of my newest favorite albums, (this will be controversial folks), Jason Mraz's We Sing We Dance We Steal Things.  People either love him or hate him.  I happen to adore him.  Not only does he have a kickin' horn section,  he's got a great voice, some spicy lyrics (parents beware) and is a cutie patootie!

Nite nite...and if you can't get ahold of me, it's cause my blackberry is BUSTED!  (No facebook on the go!)

Must think out loud!

Good morning! Yes, 7 am and I am showered, make-uped. One of two kids is dressed and one of two kids is eating. (The second just doesn't eat). I have a busy day ahead of me...so I just need to get this all out.

I am going to list good things and bad things so as to be aware...

good: I am drinking Iced coffee I made last night out of a cup that will keep it cold for hours (not that it will last that long).
bad: I didn't clean up the spaghetti dishes from dinner last night and should be doing that now.

good: There were clean towels and underwear for the entire family this morning.
bad: The laundry shoot is piled up to the 2nd floor!!! (and there are clothes already in the laundry room to wash.)

good: I have MOPS this morning and Eric is doing the Easter message.
bad: Lana has therapy until 8:50 which means, as usual, I will be rushing around to get my parts of the meeting ready in short order.

good: The kids are both quiet and peaceful.
bad: They are watching TV

good: I have great banquet meeting tonight and get to drive to Naperville with two friends.
bad: I won't get a full night's sleep since I require 12 hours or so. (kidding, kind-of)

good: I get to work this afternoon.
bad: I have to go in an hour later and work the first hour from home while Lana is sleeping (I hope)

Okay, so I've come to terms with most of those things.

The day's not going to be too bad afterall.

Wow! Thanks!

Great day in the USA

Wow! what a great day! And this is hard since I just got back from England and Scotland a week ago...and ever since then, my husband keeps saying, "Let's go back..." It's nice to know that "home" can have this kind of joy.

We started the day at the SPC Resurrection Faire. With both kids in tow (and both parents) we were able to go one on one and split up so both girls got to do as much (or as little) as they wanted. It was a really fun time! (And great weather...thanks GOD!)

We got home (after a brief meltdown in the Sams Club parking lot--and a "hot dog combo" later--) and decided to give "Daddy" an hour or so to chill before his band's big Hersey HS Band Festival this afternoon and evening. We walked to "our park"--next to Belle's kindergarten and played...we were the only ones there. Then, walked to the library.

When we got to the library, there was an entire Wizard of Oz festival happening! I remember reading about it, but didn't really make note of the date. At first, I was thinking, "let's get some books and get out of here." But, I decided to surrender and ended having an awesome time decorating wands and rainbows, dog biscuit shaped cookies, and singing along with our dressed up, singing librarians. It's cool our library does these things to encourage people to come. What is even cooler is that my kids love going there even when the "special" stuff isn't going on.

Then, we walked to the grocery to pick up some food...(mostly cream for my coffee) and I got some delicious Guacamole. Doesn't get much better than that!

So, after all that, the kids are in bed, I am listening to a couple of my favorite new CDs (Plain White T's Big Bad World and Metro Station's Title CD) and blogging/facebooking/eating spaghetti. Pretty great day overall!

Live is good and God is Great!

If anything will get me to blog...

If anything will get me to blog, American Idol will! My Tuesday and Wednesday nights are complete now that I am confident that a good dozen "after the break..." declarations will be made by Seacrest. Oh how I've longed for those words!

This season has started out awesome...with some great talents and some complete train wrecks, both equally enjoyable! Bernie and I are on a roll with our 3 favorites from this week making the top 12. Danny is our favorite and A. Grace is adorable! Mike was tied with Anoop...so all I can say is Noop Dog better get the wild card!

Now about all the "is Danny part of a cult stuff...". First, of course he is going to mention his wife every other minute. She passed away less than a year ago! It's not attention, or calling out for sympathy, it's called the loss of someone with whom you've grown and had the hope of growing into the future with. I don't know a thing about his church, though I have gone on the website to check out the statement of faith. That being said...WHO CARES. This is American Idol and if all the other wackos (Danny isn't one in my opinion) in Hollywood can have a career and earn loads of money, jump on couches at Oprah, and tattoo Kabala-Buddhist-Zen-Existential symbols all over their bodies while wearing their loves "blood" in a vile around their neck than Danny, self-proclaimed Christian and believer in God's son Jesus should be able to display his talent and be rewarded for what it is...entertaining and fantastic.

Whew! That was kinda a rant, but as I said...if anything will get me talkin' AI will!

I will leave you with a favorite quote inspired by Tuesday night's show.

Renee: "I thought she said she put her own spin on it...?"
Bernie: "She did! She sang the whole thing out of tune!"

Oh let the fun begin!
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Fun with Lana!

TUNE OUT

Shopping (with kids) on a Saturday!

Shopping (with kids) on a Saturday is fun, isn't it? The sad thing is that we've only just gotten in the car. Seriously--haven't even entered a store. So, I am going to take a deep breath and suit up.
Our plan is to go to Sams Club. Hoping they'll have lots of samples. I can eat them and act like they are so good and then use my husband (since he is with us) as the reason we can't buy the frozen package of chicken ranch wraps or whatever.

Okay- we're here!

Shoot! NO SAMPLES. All that excitement, anticipation, mouth watering suspense and...no samples!

We did successfully get the products we needed for church without any injury to or from the children, so I think our trip was successful. Feeling pretty confident now! Better get home before that is squashed like a balloon!

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Yos! Just trying to do a mobile blog...hmmm...let's see if it works!

What will 2009 bring?

What you ought to say is, “If the Lord wants us to, we will live and do this or that.” Otherwise you are boasting about your own plans, and all such boasting is evil. James 4:15-16

I am a planner. I have always been a planner. I organize well. I accomplish things that I set my mind to. Through the years, I have gained (false) confidence that this is "of" myself...I know now all that I set my mind to, accomplish, and achieve is to the glory of God the father. So, I say now...I wonder what 2009 will bring.

I've had a couple of requests to start blogging again. Yes! More than one person wants to hear my thoughts? I don't know why but instead of questioning, I'll say "why not?!"

This year, I am sure, is going to bring some major changes. I am not even going to try to figure them out. I am not going to "hold my breath" in anticipation. I am going to (try) to live each day to the fullest, with open eyes to see what God has in store for the Gerstmayrs this year.

I am also going to open my mind by trying...on the EXACT SAME SKIMPY GROCERY BUDGET to buy more organic and cook more from scratch. I have my friend Yvonne to thank when it comes to knocking down a big wall built from intimidation. She is going to give me some recipes and I am going to further commit to characterizing the Prov. 31 woman I strive to be.

I have a lot to look forward to this year: weddings of important people in our lives (esp. Andy and Andrea, Shelley), some new relationships (Jim and Laura, Kim, DPSG, Yve/Clay/Luke), Belle finishing kindergarten and Lana starting pre-school, our 10th year wedding anniversary just to name a few! But the coolest thing is that the surprises, whether immediately a challenge or a joy, will be God's greatest gifts to us.

Well, there is the first blog of 09. We'll see how committed I am to this. I am no longer making resolutions...it's day by day now!